PEACE. LOVE. MUSIC. BABY.

Aww. Moving?

Sun, 14 Jun 2009 08:28:37 GMT

Yes. But I won't delete this account though, there's a lot of juicy stuff at lion_lamb and rpattz_kstew . Harhar.

Say hello to my Tumblr and Twitter accounts, which I update more often than LJ.

TUMBLR: http://xlovemehatemex.tumblr.com

TWITTER: http://twitter.com/trixiedawnie

Summer kind of wonderful, and senioritis symptom number 1. ;)

Fri, 29 May 2009 01:45:26 GMT

Okay I'm ripping off this blog's title from the title of GGS2's first ep. Hehe.

Finally, after a month I will now update this blog. Been busy with a lot of things, majority of which is my summer internship.

This is the article I passed to Vibal Foundation and to my prof (as my reflection paper). Haha sorry naman, napasarap lang sa pagtatype.

This is Senioritis symptom number 1.

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Lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko dati na gusto ko nang makatapos kaagad sa pag-aaral dahil gusto ko na ring magtrabaho at kumita ng pera. Sa katunayan, iyan din ang nais ng aking mga kaibigan tuwing mag-uusap-usap kami. Mahirap maging estudyante dahil bukod sa laging walang pera (dahil kadalasang bitin ang allowance na binibigay ng magulang o maraming gastusin sa eskwela), tambak ka rin ng sangkatutak na paper works, research, at kung anu-ano pang maaaring ipagawa sa iyo ng mga guro, at pakiramdam namin ay nakakulong pa rin kami sa kung anong hawla; hindi katulad na kapag nasa trabaho na, mas malaya ka kung anong gusto mong gawin. Kaya sa pagpasok pa lang ng bagong taon, excited na kaagad ako para sa gaganaping summer internship, at saksi ang aking mga kaibigan sa paulit-ulit kong "Excited na ako sa internship" episodes tuwing magkakasama kami.

Katulad rin ng nais ng iba, gusto ko ring maging makabuluhan at memorable ang internship ko. Kamusta naman ang dami ng mga larangang gusto kong subukan: sa teatro, pagsusulat at paglilimbag, photography, ang pagtatrabaho sa isang museo, sa advertising, research, sa arts management (kahit na malayo sa kinuha kong track), journalism at media, production design, sa kahit anong arts organization, government agency... lahat na marahil ng maisip mong puwedeng pasukang larangan ay naisip ko na. Dahil isa rin akong student assistant, iniwasan ko ang mga kumpanyang may posibilidad na bigyan ako ng trabahong kahalintulad nu'n (clerical work); ganoon ako ka-metikuloso sa uri ng trabahong gusto ko.

Masakit man sa puso, kailangan kong pag-isipang mabuti kung saan ko talaga gusto, kaya ang mga pagpipilian ay nalimitahan sa apat: teatro, advertising, government agency, at production design. Kaya inulan ko ng resume, recommendation letters, at sample works ang mga prestihiyosong kumpanya tulad ng ABS-CBN, McCann-Erickson, Department of Tourism, Tanghalang Pilipino, at CCP. Sa lahat ng iyan, tatlo ang nagpahayag na gusto nila akong ampunin ng isang buwan--maswerte siguro ako dahil bukod sa mga kumpanyang gusto ko ang inaplayan ko, nakuha ko rin ang mga sagot na nais ko mula sa kanila. Ngunit bakit nga ba ako napunta sa Vibal Foundation?

Tinanggihan ko ang Department of Tourism (Kinulit nila ako sa email at text kung interesado pa akong mag-intern sa kanila) kahit na sa tingin ko ay magiging worthwhile ang paglagi ko roon; hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ko ginawa iyon. Pagkatapos naman ng intern orientation sa CCP at Tanghalang Pilipino, tinanggihan ko rin ang alok ng mga organisasyong ito dahil hindi ko nagustuhan ang uri ng trabahong binigay nila sa'kin--siguro umasa lang ako na bibigyan nila ako ng trabahong lilinang sa interes ko sa teatro at sining-biswal. Isang back-up plan ang Vibal Foundation (ngunit sakto pa rin naman ito sa interes ko sa research at pagsusulat), kaya naisipan namin ni Gem Mallorca (kaibigan, kaklase, at co-intern) na subukang mag-apply rito.

Fast forward... natanggap kami sa Vibal; isa ring sorpresa sa'min ni Gem na dito rin nag-apply sina Paula Custorio at Joya Lendio. Hindi ko malilimutan ang araw na nakatanggap ako ng tawag para sa interview at text na nagsasabing maaari na akong magsimula--bumalik yung pakiramdam na naranasan ko noong nalaman kong pumasa ako sa eskwelahang gusto kong pasukan (hindi UP).

Abril 17 ang unang araw para sa duty. Naaalala ko pang tinext ko ang mommy ko na kinakabahan ako, sabay reply naman niya na "Kaya mo yan". Hindi man nakatulong sa paghupa ng kabang naramdaman ko, ayos na rin iyon, at least supportive siya. Natatawa na nga lang ako ngayon kapag iniisip ko ang kabang naramdaman ko nang araw na iyon; hindi naman talaga ako dapat kabahan.

Bilang mga tagasulat ng iba't ibang mga artikulo, nadestino ako sa WikiPilipinas (http://www.wikipilipinas.org) kasama si Paula. Si Joya, kalahati sa Wiki, kalahati sa FilPress. Si Gem naman, kalahating Wiki, kalahating Filipiniana.net. Magkakaiba kami ng cubicle/upuan (maliban sa'min ni Paula na magkatabi lang), pero walang palya ang pag-uusap namin sa pamamagitan ng Skype (isang online chatting service na kahalintulad ng Yahoo Messenger).

Marami akong nais ikuwento dahil sa dami ng karanasan sa Vibal, kasama na rito ang palagiang huli sa pagpasok (Pasensya naman at palaging trapik sa SLEx at Skyway), ang interes ko sa pagsusuot at pamimili ng office clothes, nakakilala ng mga bagong kaibigan sa anyo ng co-interns at new employees, at ang pagsama sa isang makabuluhang event kung saan binigyan kami ng pagkakataon ni Gem upang makapagsulat ng isang artikulo para rito (Nasa Philippine Online Chronicles ang artikulong pinagtulungan naming gawin). Hindi rin mabilang ang dami ng kwento, tawanan, inis, galit, pagod, at iba't ibang emosyon na naramdaman namin sa paglagi namin dito.

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Kapag pinapalarawan ang sarili ko sa iba (o sa mga bahaging "Describe yourself" sa mga social networking sites), lagi kong sinasabi na gusto ko laging maraming ginagawa at nase-stress dahil nalilihis nito ang frustrations ko sa lovelife (HAHAHA pasensiya naman), timbang (Isa pang sorry), at grades (grade conscious kasi ako). Bukod doon, mas nakakakuha ako ng kasiyahan kapag nakakagawa ng marami o nagtatrabaho, kaysa tumambay sa bahay at kumain buong araw. Kaya natuwa ako sa dami ng gawain at dapat isulat para sa WikiPilipinas dahil natupad nito ang gusto ko. Kahit na hindi naman kasama sa sweldo, nakahiligan at nakasanayan ko na rin ang mag-overtime para tapusin ang mga dapat gawin. Ganoon ako ka-adik sa trabaho--workaholic, ika nga.

"Welcome to the real world!" sabi sa akin ng dalawa kong kaibigan.

Bukod sa dami ng karanasang nakuha, marami rin akong natutunan sa internship ko:

1. Naniniwala akong experience is the best teacher. Mas naintindihan ko ang mga itinuro sa eskwela kapag naharap na sa isang partikular na sitwasyon. Bukod rito, nagamit ko rin ang mga natutunan sa eskwela sa pagpapalaganap ng kaalaman sa iba.

2. Totoo nga ang pahayag na "Do not put unto tomorrow what you can do today". Dumadami ang trabaho kapag hindi mo ginawa ang mga dapat gawin. :-)

3. Dress appropriately and nicely.

4. Tanggapin ang lahat ng utos at trabahong ibinigay ng mas nakakataas sa iyo. Patience.

5. Balikan ang mga naisulat at tingnan kung may kulang o mali. Mas mapapadali ang trabaho dahil hindi na dapat ibalik pa sa iyo ang mga ito upang padagdagan o i-edit.

6. Dahil bago ako, ako ang dapat mag-adjust at hindi sila.

7. Mahalaga ang mag-destress, kaya mahalaga ang Facebook at Skype at paminsan-minsang tawanan at kwentuhan.

8. Kahit sa eskwela, mahirap lumiban sa trabaho dahil nga bumibigat ang work load.

9. Mahalagang makisama sa mga kapwa interns at bago at lumang employees, kahit ang mga tindera sa canteen at ang mga guwardiya.

10. Hindi katulad sa eskwelahan, mas malawak ang mga uri ng personalidad ng mga tao sa workplace, kaya dapat dagdagan ang pasensya at kabaitan.

11. Pumasok ng maaga. Hindi maganda ang impresyong iiwan mo sa mga empleyado at boss kapag laging huli sa pagpasok.

12. Natutunan ko ring ma-appreciate ang kahalagahan ng mga maliliit na bagay tulad ng kape, baon, musika, jokes, social networking sites (tulad ng Facebook), chatting services (Skype), at crush sa trabaho.

Bilang kapalit sa kontribusyong ibinigay namin sa kumpanya, binigyan kami ng incentive ng Vibal sa pamamagitan ng pagbibigay sa amin ng intern salary. Hindi katulad ng nararanasan ko kapag nakukuha ko ang suweldo ko bilang student assistant, mas masaya at fulfilling ang pakiramdam kapag alam mong pinaghirapan at pinaglaanan mo ng maraming oras ang nakuhang suweldo. Siguro maaari ko ring isama sa listahan ko ng mga natutunan ang kahalagahan ng pag-iimpok/pag-iipon/pagtitipid dahil iba na ang panahon ngayon.

Mas naintindihan ko na kung bakit mahirap kitain ang pera. Mahirap rin ang magtrabaho, kaya minsan namimiss ng iba ang pagiging estudyante. Madali nga naman maging estudyante dahil papasok ka lang, makikinig sa guro at gagawin ang mga requirements, may pera ka pa mula sa mga magulang. Ngunit sa aking palagay, mas fulfilling ang magtrabaho dahil bukod sa inaapply ang mga natutunan sa eskwela, mas marami ring bagay ang natututunan na hindi naituturo sa eskwela.

Dahil dito, nagpapasalamat ako sa pagkakataong ibinigay sa akin ng Vibal Foundation at ng mga boss ko, hindi lamang para maisakatuparan ang kinakailangang internship hours, kundi para rin mga bagay at karanasang ibinigay at ibinahagi nito sa akin at sa iba pang interns.

Sa pagtatapos ng aking internship, aasahan ko na mapagtanto rin ng mga susunod na interns ng Vibal na mas importante ang pagpapayaman ng karanasan, paglilinang ng interes at kasanayan, at pagkakaroon ng fulfillment sa napiling propesyon, bukod sa pagtanggap ng suweldo.

The reflexive property

Tue, 28 Apr 2009 15:00:01 GMT

I'm updating my blog through a repost. LOL.

Reposted from GJ's blog (http://alittletooimperfect.multiply.com):

There’s nothing wrong with being selfish. So what if people tell you na “sarili mo lang ang iniisip mo.” Okay lang yun noh.

Because no one else will do it for you the way you can. No one will ever look out for you the same way you will. No one will ever care for you the way you do.

Kapag sinasabi ng mga tao na “Kapakanan mo lang ang iniisip namin,” hindi yun totoo. Dahil ang totoo, what’s really important to them is what they and/or other people will think of them.

Kapakanan nila ang iniisip nila, because if they don’t say things like that, if they do not show that they care for you, it would be an affront to their identity as “friends” or “family”. They’re only doing it to show that they are “good” people. It never stems out from genuine desire and sincerity. "Nag-aalala kami sayo." People say that, and you ask why? "Kasi we're your friends/family, because we "love" you." Love becomes an excuse or naggiging tali.

In the end, kapag di sila nakatulong in any way, if and when they see you hurt, and they can't do anything about it, they’ll blame themselves and say: “What kind of a friend am I?”, “Anong klase akong magulang/anak/kapatid/kaibigan/tao?” Kapag nakita nilang nahihirapan ka, if they see you hurt, sisihin nila sarili nila. And this is a clear example of the point I am trying to make.

Well, other people will care..but it will always be from some sort of obligation, they feel they are bound to do so, because they are your friends/family, or they have to do it because it’s what qualifies them as “good” people.

When they say they're worrying about you, they're worrying about their reputation, their "duty", they're really thinking of themselves. They might care for you or give you love, maybe because they expect some of it back.

And if they don't, then it would be an affirmation of their "goodness" -as someone who gives love and "does not expect anything in return." When this happens, you are the "bad" person, and they're the martyrs.

All you’ll ever really have is yourself. That’s the truth. It's not something to be sad or angry about. That's just how things are.

Writer's Block: Looking Back

Tue, 14 Apr 2009 15:40:06 GMT

Wow, happy 10th birthday to LJ! Thank you for being an amazing site and for hosting my blog/s for around 4 years now.

LiveJournal is turning 10 and we're feeling nostalgic. What was your first LJ post about?

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I had my very first blog site (ever) here on LJ, and it goes by the site name "pansy_perky" in honor of a character in the Harry Potter series. LOL. Friends from DLSU who were hardcore HP fans convinced me to create an account in LiveJournal in 2005; since then I got hooked.

For some reason, I deleted that account and came up with this new blog name: "trixiedawnc".

Anyway, my first entry in the pansy_perky LiveJournal account was something like explaining why I came up with such site title: "pansy" was from the HP series, "perky" was a trait attributed to me.

My first entry here in my current LJ site was from December 2007, and can be found here: http://trixiedawnc.livejournal.com/2007/12/13/

Early symptoms of senioritis?

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 13:10:09 GMT

I know it's still around a year before I actually leave UP. But as early as now, I'm feeling the case that almost every senior student (high school or college) feels.

Senioritis.

The moments when you get sentimental over simple things at school, you take pictures of almost everything, you befriend the guards and profs... I can't explain exactly how it feels, I'll probably just make a separate post for it.

And maybe an acknowledgment and nostalgic post too.

I'm actually excited to be a college senior because methinks something good (and rewarding) will happen to me in my final year in UP.

For now, I'll just concentrate on my summer internship.

*Image from http://content.clearchannel.com/Photos/kids/college_graduation_GI4.jpg

Writer's Block: How Does This Apply to Real Life? + Some internet bonding time

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 09:20:31 GMT

I'm back to blogging, yay!

I'm officially on a 2-week summer vacation before I start my internship. I've decided to work at Vibal Publishing because TP disappoint me.

Anyway, since school's already out (for now), I'm answering LJ's survey:

What was your favorite subject in elementary or primary school? Does it have anything to do with your life now?

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I'm proud to say that I loved English and Science (until now actually), mainly because of my parents (Mom loves English, Dad loves Math and Science. But I suck at Math in elementary). No parental influence/pressure here, they just say that this and that are easy to learn if you try to understand blah blah blah... And since then, excellence and enthusiasm (Hah! Arrogant, much?) came naturally.

Do these subjects have to do anything with my life? Duh, because I wouldn't write and speak and think in English, and I wouldn't appreciate (and love) literature without those foundations from elementary school. As with Science, well they're too practical naman. :)

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Bonding time with good ol' Internet.

I followed Leighton Meester (Blair Waldorf) of Gossip Girl on Twitter just recently (Check my sidebar for a link on my Twitter to be able to see Leighton's Twitter), and I got the chance to read her blog. She has this interesting entry: you type "[your name] needs" on Google and 10 results will appear.

Here's mine (I picked out the best results. Har):

1. Trixie needs to warn us that a tree is about to fall
Well, whatever that means...

2. Trixie needs your prayers...
Definitely, so I could wake up early for work, arrive at work safely, and pass internship by the end of May.

3. Trixie needs some tapping.
Huh?

4. Trixie needs a home.
Yes, preferably somewhere near QC so I'll be nearer to my workplace. Hahaha.

5. Trixie needs a better cell phone.
Um, yes? I hate my phone so much.

6. Trixie needs to find some way to impress her friends at her school's show and tell.
Of course! Haha. But wait, we don't have show and tell in college.

7. Trixie needs your help.
Refer to number 2? :D

8. Trixie needs something extra special for show-and-tell at her “Monstersorri” school.
Similar to 6 yata ito. :P

9. Trixie needs to do more shit.
HAHAHAHAHA.

10. Trixie needs her beauty sleep :)
Oh hell yeah.

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Really excited for internship! Yay! I'm already expecting sitting for n hours in front of the computer creating relevant content for a website.

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I need to revive my Gossip Girl love.

Must... watch... Season... Two...

XOXO,
T

School's (almost) out.

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 17:19:50 GMT

No, there's nothing much in this entry. Only a few updates. I'm still busy with a few final requirements.

I can't wait for summer! I'll be having my 200-hour internship at, if God permits, Tanghalang Pilipino. They'll be having their annual summer workshops come April and if I get in, that workshop's for free. And I want it so bad because, hello... it's TANGHALANG PILIPINO, CCP's resident theater company. However, that confirmation thing is already driving me nuts--sobrang tagal! If I didn't get in, there's still WikiPilipinas and the Department of Tourism.

I've had my last Spanish 2 exam earlier. Here's hoping that I'd get a final grade above 2.0 because srsly I've worked my ass off for that subject. I'm gonna miss my Spanish 2 prof so much (She's really kind kasi at magaling magturo), and I'm still at the deciding stage whether to continue with Span (I still have 2 remaining language electives) or move on to a new language: French.

Thesis proposal's driving me crazy for the first few months but thanks to my prof in Research Methods and Thesis Proposal class, everything is in a better light now. Especially my framework.

I've applied as a registration/enrollment assistant for a year in school--a friend recruited me. Well, there's something new to try for my final year in UP.

Elections for a new set of officers for my beloved org, UP Panitikan, are in the works. And believe it or not, majority of the members are eyeing on me as the next chairperson. Ohnoes. If ever I become the Chair, I promise that UPP will be the university's most active organization.

I love this academic year. :) Full of surprises and challenges.

To a new academic year and First Sem 09-10: bring it on!

See you on the other side, Master.

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 05:49:23 GMT

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When I found out about your death, at first I didn't believe it. Hindi kasi ako masyadong nanonood ng TV kaya sa text ko nalaman (My prof texted me the news). But when I replied "Weh? Hindi nga Sir?", he confirmed it.

Just seeing your photos on the net gives me goosebumps--in a good way that is. Thank you for the huge contribution you gave in the Philippine music (and entertainment) industry.

As a kid, I cry whenever I hear "Kaleidoscope World". And your "Mga Kababayan Ko" was a staple during our Linggo ng Wika celebrations in school. When I saw your Nescafe Palistuhan commercial, I had high hopes that he'll be bouncing back for good. But the Great Master had other plans for you, thus asking you to be with Him instead.

You'll forever be in our hearts. We all know you're in a better place now. Mabuhay ka, and see you on the other side real soon. *hand salute*

I wanna do it again.

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 15:01:36 GMT

Our Production Design Workshop class (Phil Arts 163) had its major class production last March 4. I was assigned to be the stage manager-slash-overall in charge-slash-director for the event, and I couldn't be any more stressed and harassed but overly fulfilled at the same time. Imagine being the scriptwriter, prop-making volunteer and oversee-er, tech head, class evaluator, assistant to the professor, doing follow-ups on venue reservation, and endless talking with school guards and administration staff.

Thank God I took this course.

I'm a theater enthusiast (or advocate) and I have worked for theater and some small-time high school productions for quite some time, and I must say it's the best task ever. Acting is a whole lot of fun (and I got to experience it for the first time last year during our org play), but working backstage with the production staff and running the whole production smoothly are the most fulfilling jobs in the world. I actually miss staying in school for late hours just to finish our stage design/backdrop then eating noodles and ice cream with friends for dinner after.

I was busy with the technical stuffs backstage so I wasn't able to do my own documentation of the event. But thanks to (1) a good classmate and (2) my professor in Visual Arts Workshop class last semester, I got to witness the whole production one more time--in the audience's perspective. Iba kasi ang view ng show 'pag nasa backstage eh.

This event actually stirred the women's rights activists in school, but I guess our professor talked with them. Watch the first video to know what I mean. ;)

OKAY. I haven't had my thank you speech after the prod so I'm posting it here. Hahaha:

This class production wouldn't be a success without of course the guidance and sobra-sobrang pressure ni Sir Ryan Redillas--Sir, thank you sa pressure. Dahil dun, I want to pursue a career in production design.

And to my amazing classmates for the cooperation and (sometimes corny) jokes shared, thank you so much. Naks. ;)

Yes, it is possible to run an amazing show even for a low budget, and the Set Design group and I can attest to that--all it needs are an absolutely funny script with winning punchlines (done of course in collaboration with two nice friends) and production numbers from classmates who are members of the school dance troupe.

END OF SPEECH.

When asked if I would do a similar event like this... yeah I would.

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Thank you to Kai Orejola and Sir Chong Ardivilla for the video documentations.

Without further a-due, here are the videos (and link) for Miss Phil Arts 163 2009:

-This would be my favorite production number, beside the opening number and Jeremy's talent exhibition.

...AS FOR THE LINK (if you want detailed versions of the videos), find the videos here: http://www.youtube.com/user/Chubiba

Goings-on

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 16:02:09 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

01:04 Academic hell week is overrrr! Yeah! :D I can now breathe and bond some more with my 2 best friends. ;) #
01:05 Gem Mallorca and her boyfriend will be at our house later today. Yey, first time na pupunta ang college friend sa bahay namin. ;) #
01:06 One great realization: Pag sobrang busy ka, only 2 things exists in your world: you and your work. The rest fades into the background. #
01:33 144 exposure trip to Batangas has just ended today. We will miss the kids there. Nagswim kami sa super nice beach (the water's blue!) after. #
01:36 Both soles of my feet hurt real bad dahil sa mga bato, moss, and some unknown sea creatures and plants. Yes friends, both have bad scars. :( #
15:17 My sisters and mom laughed their heads off when I showed them the videos to our class production in Phil Arts 163. #
17:35 Sudden strike of vanity, I searched for myself on the web. Ang una lagi sa results, yung blog comments na ginawa ko for other people. #

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Prisms and triangles

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 09:18:00 GMT

I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be.

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
-Bizarre Love Triangle (Jewel)

This would be the first time I'm going to use a person (a guy friend) to make another person jealous... or to make him say the things I really wanted to hear from him.

Goings-on

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 16:01:36 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

00:21 Bathroom Voices was a huge success. Celebration/Party/Eat-out at Pier One Roxas Blvd. Pero umuwi na ako agad cause I still have 144 later. H #
00:47 God, how I love alcoholic drinks! They relieve my week's stress. I highly recommend Gilbey's Premium Strength with Green Tea Extract ;) #
01:45 Just got home. Yeeey, internet! Thank you Sir @chonggo for uploading the video :) nastypen.isgreat.org/archives/82 #

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Goings-on

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 16:02:29 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

14:29 Cramming 199 report. I'm to report today, but I'm only researching now. Mwahaha. And I can feel my grades are starting to drop. #
20:42 One great realization: Pag sobrang busy ka, dalawang bagay lang ang nag-eexist sa mundo: you and your work. The rest fades into the backgrou #

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Goings-on

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 16:02:26 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

06:33 Finally... 163 major class prod today. Matatapos na ang stressful nights ko, yey! Sana walang magkamali dahil madedepress talaga ako pag mer #
18:20 @chonggo (Belated?) Happy birthday! At thank you po kanina. :) Gusto ko mapanood yung video, Sir. Pwede ba? Hehe. #
18:20 Yey, I'm almost free! 199, 147, at yung org play na lang namin. :) #
22:48 's stressful nights are not yet over: Cramming for 147 exam tomorrow. :( #
22:57 I just noticed that I've got really dark eye circles and I'm getting pimples recently. Ohmygosh, spell 'stress' nga naman. :-\ #

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Goings-on

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 16:02:12 GMT

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10:02 Cramming 163 script. And I skipped my first class because of this. #

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Goings-on

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 16:01:40 GMT

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01:45 Yey, followed @candymagdotcom! :) #
14:03 ROBI DOMINGO IS SOOOO CUTE! :) *watching ASAP* #
14:43 3 days 'til class production... still I'm not done with show script. Aaaagh! *panics* I'm the worst stage manager and director ever. #

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Adrenaline rush

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 19:09:14 GMT

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Despite how tired I am today, I still stayed up late just to try to see you. To find you. I missed you so much that I even forgot the contours of your face or how you looked when you smile. Your sibling tries to keep in touch with me and even added me on some networking site; you didn't probably know that because I know how un-close you are with them.

To bring back even just the schoolgirl-giddy feeling I felt when I first met you, I searched for you. My heartbeat went faster and there were butterflies in my stomach. My hands felt cold and clammy. As I check out on you, to my surprise, you have a photo of some girl as your primary. My heart suddenly fell apart, yet you say that you're not taken.

What shall I believe, then? The photo, or your status?

Oh, we really must grow up and move on, my dear beloved.

Goings-on

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 16:01:43 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

23:18 Sponge Cola on Banana Split! I miss going to their gigs bigla... and Yael's voice seems to "deteriorate". :( #
23:20 Yeeeee... Kuya Dong on drums! :D #
23:22 @chonggo Yeee, Sir! Kailan po birthday niyo? Happy birthday! :D #

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Goings-on

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 16:01:46 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

10:02 Yey! Internet! #
10:17 @wtfjade Well... yeah. I didn't find much from there too, sayang yung pinunta ko last Wednesday. #
10:52 Submitting resumes for McCann-Erickson, CCP, NCCA, and DOT. #
10:52 ...Never thought this internship thing would be this stressful. #

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Goings-on

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 16:01:47 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

09:02 Off to NCCA Library for 199 research work. Argh. I just hope I'll find something there. #
17:20 Ongoing prop work for Phil Arts 163... At apat lang kaming gumagawa. :( We deserve a nice grade here for effort. #

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Goings-on

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 16:01:28 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

01:16 Some day you will find me / Caught beneath the landslide / In a champagne supernova in the sky... (Oasis on AOL Internet Radio. Yeah!) #
01:22 I'm flooding tweets today. LOL. I'm almost done with written report, but too lazy to finish it. Hahaha. #
01:22 "Just watch my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving YOU." I love it! #
01:52 "We want more than this world's got to offer" (Meant To Live - Switchfoot) #
02:14 Last tweet for today. I'm sleeping. Good night folks, and I apologize for the flood. ;) #
22:02 no computer at home for a week! :( ma'am b is really nice for helping me with my thesis topic. #

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Goings-on

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 16:01:36 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

09:48 is torn between having a perm or having hair relaxed. Any hairstyle suggestions for round-ish square face? #
09:49 Oooh, Academy Awards on Velvet. But not interested anyway. Penelope Cruz won an award (She has a nice accent haha). #
09:57 Anne Hathaway is REAAAALLY gorgeous. *bouts of envy* #
10:01 ...hahaha switched to ABS, and watching the Oscars opening. Hugh Jackman rocks! :P #
10:25 Robert Pattinson is an award presentor! *squeal* #
10:36 ... hindi pala. Haha. Told you I'm not a fan of watching these kinds of awards. #
12:01 is watching Gossip Girl Season 1 instead. The Oscars is boring me out. #
23:20 is doing the effing 147 written report. I love cramming, and listening to Paramore helps a lot. #
23:37 Aww, cute ni Eon... may part talaga siya sa "Teacher's Pet" huh. Haha. :) #
23:50 Haha. Have to finish the written report pronto. #

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And if I come back...

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 04:38:58 GMT

(Play the song first before reading :D)

I promised myself that I'd come back and tell you everything you needed to know. About us.

I promised myself that coming back would be the best thing I would do for us. And I won't let you get away from me.

I promised myself that if I come back and knew that I'm still who you think about, I'll let myself give us a chance. One shot.

Too bad. Seasons change. And absence does not make the heart grow fonder.

We're not the same anymore, as we used to be. We have to grow up and move on.

Goings-on

Sat, 21 Feb 2009 16:00:54 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

08:58 HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, CHARLIE ESPIRITU! (And I'm greeting you here as if you'll read this) #
13:58 QOTD: “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.” -Bob Ong :) #

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Goings-on

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 16:00:59 GMT

For stalking purposes. :P

09:53 is almost sick and busy with random org responsibilities. #
10:12 YEHEY! I'm now following @BobOng! :D #

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